You know what???Finally my plan A have already spoil....no more flying to New Zealand....because visas for malaysian to NZ have been fully taken....how sad is that I couldn't get a refund for my ticket,because its a promotion ticket....so I better go fuck myself .....doing things too quick...putting bet too quick...I am not blaming myself because I cannot go to NZ,its because I didn't plan properly about this trip..what I need to be done....everything I do it last minute.....so now I couldn't go to NZ,if not because I do it last minute,I could have going to NZ already...so ....happy now????
I was read from a friend's phrases.....'never judge or make a decision especially when you are too excited or you are angry...it will never works' NOW....I feel it!!!I understand what it means now.....
Anyway ,lost a chance going to NZ is kinda sad...but we must not stop at the same point eventho plan A has been ruined....actually,I don't know why,I feel relieved when my plan to NZ no more...maybe because of I'm not ready yet???Nope,I'm ready to move,but not NZ for the moment...Now...no more NZ,no more headache...(for those who hoping for my news journey to NZ,sorry for making you disappointed for waiting .....but I make sure there will be something bigger happening in the future,I promise ! =))
Is this the destiny that had been arranged in my life???should I think that...is it consider lucky?that I have been avoided to a place which is not familiar for me....or I'm unfortunately because I just miss the chance???Well,its up to people how they gonna think....As long that I won't regret with my decision...then I think...its ok =)
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