Im always not good enough...in anything.See those people around me...the things done by other people,ideas of other people,I'm far away from them...just feel that Im always not good enough,I always want to be better.
Is not that I want to compare,is just that I feel tired....there is nothing about bringing back myself ,bringing back the old style of me....nor of these will happen....it can only walk further without looking back of how was I and thinking about bring myself back from the complaction....
Its just an excuse to say bring myself come back,what had been lost will unable to take it back,we can only replace by other things.....because I cannot accept the truth of what I'm now ....
I'm trying to be better,because I'm not as good as you think.....I'm not good enough......
The thing never change in me,yes there is 1 thing.......Depression is alway inside my thoughts........the bright soul has always been devour by the lord of depress........
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