Cake decorations are just like doing a make up ~~~

Suddenly it reminds me when I'm in empty minded.,I remembered there is once a pastry chef told me when I'm new and fresh to field of pastries...the chef said :'when you decor a cake,is just like doing a make up...just like a lady,you must treat it gentlely...you can't put a naked cake without garnishing just out to serve like that?! Its just similar to a lady,need make up to boost them to be better looking...even to the max !!!haha....'

Slowly a little by a little,you will find out that its really true that doing cake decorations just like doing a make up for a lady...here are some examples of technique that used so far in my life that similar to doing a make up =)

(do lining and measuring on the cake before cutting the cake) is just like when before start up to putting make up on the face,do measuring and lining examples like putting on eye lashes...draw lining for the eyes and etc...

(apply any glaze for the cake)is just like putting on the lipstick....oh well....

(grate example a lemon to remove the skin of it) is just like you are using a scrub facial foam to wash away the dirts...

(coating mirror gel onto surface of fresh fruits so that it looks shiny) is just like applying moisturizer on you face,make it looks healthier and better..

(sprinkle snow powder on the cake) is just like you putting a make up on the lady's face...(some of them use to make up...to cover up the ugly part =X)

in this world there is no ugly cake,it depends on the chef whether willing to put more effort and ideas on decorations...it is always chef's mission to do put on the 'make up' for the cake...before it serves out to the table...=)

女人的心就像调巧克力的温度一样，难以捉摸。。。。。。。

别看我一副好象什么都懂得样子。。。其实我最不懂女人心。。。有的人说女人是很容易了解的动物。。。但我怎么去分析。。。都搞不懂女人想的是什么。。。也许是我没这一门的天分吧。。。

就像再temper巧克力的温度时一样。。。搞不好你会被它们骗了你的触觉，它忽冷忽热。。。当它显得冷时。。。其实内还是温的。。。千万别被她们的情绪忽冷忽热。。。而让你觉得困扰。。。

我不懂得你的心在想什么。。。但，我还依然想念你野蛮地对待。。。当你对我不理不睬，却让我觉得不习惯，很想天天遇到野蛮的你。。。天天打我跟我斗斗嘴。。。把我给带来生命的主动。。。一种特别的推动力。。。让我想着有活下去的理由，让我知道我的下一步应该做的是什么。。。

想起你，但不敢主动联络你。。。怕你觉得我烦，怕我把你逼得太紧。。。我也不懂得要怎样去改变。。。我只能等待，一直等。。。我不了解这些都是什么。。。我只能一直向前走，从不敢往回头去看。。。因为，我总是像你所说的。。。。笨蛋，木头人！。。。。。。。。

会唱情歌的人，不一定懂得去爱。。。我们都会唱情歌，但我们无法把爱说出口。。。

Finally the last decision has been made......

Should I be proud of it??Should I be happy of what I'm going to face it??In these few weeks I was confuced to getting the decision ...a opportunity to New Zealand....because of things happen around me,I need to think wisely ...I need to think of how Am I gona survive ,by ALONE....so that I wont be regret to do the decision...

Now I have a very strong mindset,I want to go to New Zealand,I have to go.....to the the different culture of other country...to learn what is special over there...there is once my friend told me...non of the famous dessert was created in NZ...tell me not to go there...an other friend told me as well...NZ got earthquake....it will have another earthquake strikes in NZ again soon,,,also tell me not to go there...and other friend also told me,don't leave a place when you don't know where is your next destination....so many negative point were mention....to hold me from going to NZ...but as you know me...Im stubborn...so,I will go...hahaha!the reason why I need to go...is because I believe that every places have things which is special...just that people didn't know it well...or they are humble being show off what they actually have..

.Oh man...another earthquake is expected to hit NZ again,why I choose wanna go to a place with a risk of my life...so what ??I got nothing left to be tressured,people won't appreciate what I am...又有谁会明白我心想的是什么？又有谁能够体会到我受过的挫折？谁能够了解多么伤心的我。。。过了那么多年，还是一样的我。。。我最讨厌被人群冷落。。。所以我走的时候，请不要假装要留下我，你们的假情假意。。。我受够了。。。这样反而会让我更坚强，更好过。。。一个人就一个人咯。。。一个人的路途，一个人的旅程，一个人的吃饭看戏睡觉做工。。。去到那讲不好听，衰起来的话可能睡街头也说不定。。。哈哈。。。就到处流浪咯。。。又有谁能管得了。。。在坏的情况可能我得面对危险的地震，死就死啦。。。反正我没什么留下会遗憾的。。。但我不会白白的浪费我的生命，我不会选择轻生。。。就算死，也要死的有意义，去到那，只要路见不平，就会拔刀相助。。。我不会选择自私的行为。。自己保护自己，其实是因为我没有保护自己的能力，只能尝试去帮助别人，保护别人。。。这样就够了，这样我也过得安心过的满足。。。

我知道我的路还有很长很长，表面上看来我好像就快死酱，但我不会那么早死，因为还有很多任务要完成。。。这只不过是个起点，还有很多很多地方要去的！还有很多地方的人等着要认识我的。。。得到大量的社交能力，来自世界各地。。。呵呵，不可能这么快就game over的！！！

在这里分享关于我少少的感情消息。。。我并不是你们想象中的木头人，虽然我像个木头那样，也不怎么会主动去跟别人说话，但我也是人，有哪种人不希望得到被爱？尤其是在你喜欢的人身上得到她的爱。。。这算是完美的爱吧？？也是每个人都想得到的爱吗？？我搞不懂我的感情关系。。。我的感情方面很复杂。。。也许我不会爱吧。。。还是因为怕造出双方的伤害，所以选择不去理会，不让别人接近我。。老实说我很容易喜欢一个人，哈哈也许在此读我的blog的人会觉得我不专一，这样的我，是因为找不到适合的对象。。不过一旦让我找到一个我爱她，她也爱我的对象，一个真正你想找的对象，一个她其实也知道你心里怎么想，也爱你的对象。。。我一定会把持捉紧这段感情，就算等她五年十年。。。我也无所谓。。。。。因为我不是喜欢到处乱flirt的人。。。就算我flirt其实我只在做戏。。。哈哈，因为这是我最擅长的。。。。

最近也遇到的一个蛮不错的对象，但一样不好就是她抽烟的！！！我之前的宗旨就是抽烟的人就out。。。可是一旦遇上了她，我好像觉得不怎样。。。无所谓那样。。。不怎么排侧抽烟的人。。。还是女人家叻。。。抽烟也不是什么好的东西。。。如果她能戒烟，那有多好啊。。。那种不知不觉的遇上。。。也许是上天安排要我遇见她。。。刚好有天在街上碰到她，刚巧遇见她。。。而我当着不认识她的走过擦肩而过。。。我知道她注意到我了，但我还是当着没看见那样。。。哈哈。。。会不会觉得我很白痴连打个招呼也没有。。。很没有礼貌对吗？？我感觉她也好像对我有那么一点意思那样，但直觉会因为视觉，听觉，触觉产生错觉。。。她也不错嘛。。。虽然是有点疯，有点过于主动。。。但也算是配合得来像我这样的木人吗？我还记得有次我们一起出去，她见我就很喜欢打我，很喜欢逗我开口讲话，会用那种挑拨的姿势来破坏我的防备。。。我们一起玩snooker，一起笑，一起到处走，去看自然的风景。。去鱼村走了一趟，去到喷水池的夜景。。。一起坐下来谈天。。。我抵挡不了，让我觉得放松~觉得有被爱的感觉。。。。可是过不久我就要离开新加坡了，可能我一走就会走几年了。。。我怕我会对她念念不忘，为什么我总在错的时间遇到我想遇见的人。。。当她第一时间知道我要走了，她也有尝试把我留住。。。她一句‘不要走，留在新加坡。。。新加坡有什么不好？’这。。。明显是什么意思了吗？？我不知道，我不敢深入的猜想。。。以免我出错对人表错情。。。哈哈。。。她叫我留在新加坡，也叫我带她去马来西亚游玩。。。她告诉我很喜欢海边，喜欢大自然的类型吧？？虽然我很带你去见识马来西亚，很想因为你留在新加坡。。。很想跟你度过种种的难关，各种喜怒哀乐。。。但事已决定。。。你慢了一步。。。就这么一步而已。。。我很想留下。。。但去纽西兰是我一部分的任务，我得完成我的任务，我无法现在丢下任务陪你。。。因为这个任务是换来我未来好过的日子，说不定是对你和我的未来都好的日子。。。接下来还有很多很多的任务会接上我，让我面对更多挑战，我也不知道你心里想的是什么，你对我的看法。。。。很想告诉你，我知道你喜欢我，其实我也喜欢你，如果可以的话。。。让我带你一起走可以吗？？我们远走高飞，一起度过难关。。。但这些话只会在我脑海里。。。就算说出口，也不一定会得到我要的答案。。。。还不如把话留给自己。。。我就是这样。。。总是选择不说。。。

我有着一个命运，一个生下来的命运，‘左掌掌兵符，右掌掌财库，左掌官运佳、右掌克六亲 ’也是上天给我重大的任务。。。我总是信我的命。。。哈哈。。。我得接受这个事实。。。对不起我不能为你留下，我只能为你而走。。。这是上天给我的一个考验。。。只要你让我知道你一直守着我，我一定不会忘记你，我一定会想你。。。。。新加坡之一别，还会相见吗？？？还会有人打我骂我逗我开口讲话逗我玩陪我去逛逛街到处走走吗？？？

家亿你就别老是在这发呆了。。。人家又怎样会看上你这样的木头人？？？就算看得上你。。。你都要走了。。。你走了之后，你以为人家会等你那么久吗？？要等你多少年？三年？五年？十年？不如你就不要看得太重好不好？？人生没有几个十年可以等。。。不要伤心难过，不要因此而放弃自己的任务。。。如果你选择不等我。。。也许是我自作多情。。。那我也祝福你找到更适合你的对象。。。希望你会幸福。。。。。。。

Everything comes from failure,mistakes,sadness...to turn it into success,perfect,hapiness.....

Say hi to all for those who visited my blog...even if you were just passby blogger...Since the week of Valentine's Day I was working like a cow as I mentioned last few blog... from that time I was practicing how to do Macaroons ...I had tried 3 times ,but what I got in the end is fuck up shape macaroon....with rough surface,crack,with an awful bites .....how can it be??the fisrt few time macaroon I made was perfect....got no problme with it...after these few tried of failure...I start to be crazy woth the question mark on macaroon...are you fooling me macaroon???I was so upset with the performance of mine...coz of my stubborn thinking....but when comes to today,I come to know how to catch the timing and texture a little bit...as I still need few more practices....this is the macaroon I get now....

haha,it is all thanks to my CDP cause when I got confuse with the problem I had with the macaroon...he was always reminded me don;t b stubborn....yet Im a stubborn person...I like to make it my way....but after a few remind from my CDP...I started to be tamed...to control myself not to be too stubborn...with patience,with the go with the rules of pastries....finally i got a smooth texture of macaroon...but still 'not up to my CDP standard'...but will be 1 day....=)

After that time...I was reminded by the macaroon....failure and mistakes doesnt mean you forever a failure...you forever will do the same mistake...its actually the key which bring you to the way of success and to be perfect....I was once done things without mistakes...but then I failed...I cant except that Im failed....because I had never failed b4 in pastries....its consider my luck is good enough ...but is only the beginning....its not that you are alrdy perfect...you alrdy success....when come to a time that you started to done the mistake...thats the time you will realize that you need mistakes and failure trial ...to bring you the way of success and perfect....not because of you know how to be perfect...not because of how you become success....its because you know how the mistakes is done...how the fail will makes you feel...therefore you are aware of it...and you won't repeat the mistakes and failure trial again....not only in pastries...it can be in anybody in anything any situation.....whether a job,a relationship or a way to handle you financial issues....mistakes,failure,success perfect is always happen in our life.....don't stop you path in when you are in the sadness situation...don't give up when you fail and do mistakes....because from sadness it will get you into hapiness....=)