As I still remember ,I used to love books when im in kindergarden school,I was 5 years old that time...I remembered I was asking my mum so much on the books...and my mum teach me with every single details too...till now I still remember..thank god for giving me a good memorizing in memories...unlike my 2nd elder sister ,cant even remember whats going on on secondary school...haha(sorry for poke your back but still you are my lovely sister =)...)
When age goes on,to the primary school...the second year of primary..I started not interest in school books,because of what??The reason is I wonder why the others just simply listen to teachers when studying ,they can get a high makrs on exam,but me...huh,I study as hard as I can(that time I'm still love my books...)but then when it comes to an exam,I get low marks...the higher I studied...the lower and lower marks I get in my exam each time...This situation has made me lost the interest to study,especially when I came to secondary school...everything is changing...I felt that the books from the schools are getting sucks ... I don't know really WTF the author write the books...(at least made the book more interesting??just some simple text...with not attracting colours of book...)
Few years before,when I was changing my school from SMK Alor Akar(a school for those who good in studies) to SMK Air Putih(a school for those playful ,gangsterism student)...why?? why did I decided to change my school?from being a good student to a wild student...its because I found no friends in the previous school...I hate the feeling...I hate the feeling being alone....the student in SMK Alor Akar are so arrogant...I don't like them ...their way looked at me...their way of judge me...is really hurting me alot,but I didn't take it seriously..I didn't share it to anybody...even the teachers seems don't like me...I keep it everything to myself...SMK Alor Akar,you giving me a sad experience ...but you have let me learnt what is independent...thats why I transfer to another school....a school which rather more friends,that I felt comfortable...although I didnt get a good result studying there...at least better than those treat me LCLY people ...
After I graduated...I didnt even touches any books...because of my hard time experience in secondary school...many people advised me to study more...I didn't listen....even the teachers advice me...even the school send me a letter ask me go back to get an A level study...I didn't...My parents suggest me to study ...I didn't...My parents was like quite upset...just let my life be ~~~because they know that Im not under their control anymore...and sorry for hurting both of you so much because I never listen to you,I object everything you wanna give to me...because of the affect from my enviroment...dad mum...I'm so sorry I didn't graduated highly as you aspected....I know that both of you love me so much ...I keep it to myself as well...I hardly express the feeling to both of you...truely...I love both of you my dad and mum....
3 years...its been 3 years...I was working as a waiter in a place called 'Singapore Polo Club' for two years...finally I met a pastry chef name Cheryl...she is the one who bring me into a new working enviroment...the pastry kitchen...when I got a chance to work in a pastry kitchen...finally...my dream job get into hands...but still alot of things to learn,still alot to study,alot of research need to do the question of how and why about the chemistry of baking n pastries...to reach my goal to become a top chef...I told myself I need to study...not meaning that going to school,but get more books,self study...no matter how hard it is....
It was started from the day of x'mas I receive the exchanges gift from my beloved Chef Carl...unfortunately Chef Carl left us without a notice at first after x'mas...we were very upset such a good chef was left,I still got alot of things need to learn from him...by the way, the dessert sensational cook book given from Chef Carl..its a good book,hmm...I'm not a book fanatic,but since that destiny have came to me ...and giving me another chance to keep going with books again...I told myself I have to,I need to become a top chef,and definitely I will meet Chef Carl again,shall be 1 day....I need to thank him sincerely for giving me a chance to join his pastry team...to let me grow further...Just that simple...I wanna become a top chef,I need to meet him again 1 day...and so...I need to read more books...just the time when he pass me the book...whispering in the bottom of heart(You need to love your book once again....gain your passion ,please don't give up the books...)the book from Chef Carl...will pass through generations...I guarantee...
And so...today was my offday,since got nothing to do...I went to a bookstore,just simply browse...and I spend about 1 hour + in the bookstore,just to look for the right book.wow...it was just too much choice for me to choose...luckily ,I choose the right book...its the book I want to own...I was superly excited when I get home ,take a browse on the book...oh yet its just what I'm looking for...
As I seen most of the cook book are too much focus mentioning on quantity of recipies,measurement of recipies and etc...they are just ordinary for me..for my opinion,what I think is a good cook book,is not due to how complete is the recipies,is not due to how simple the recipies...is that the full details of the food stated in the book...like where is it come from,origin from where??how does it started to serve??how that the ancient people created this dishes??how does it change due to generation pass on??I think if ever you got this kind of cook book which mention more about the sources of the food rather than just giving you the recipies...you master the sources where is it turn out that way...probably thats the best recipie book that you have read...because food is not about how classic is it...yes I know classic dish are important...we need to keep the record of the tradition food...and then we need to create a modern dishes as well...
If ever I got a chance to create a cook book...the book will be base on more to the origin of food that comes from...rather than giving the absolutely delicious recipies...people followed the recipies but don't know what is it about...:'why did your mum give you a name when you are born??'I don't know!!''just similar to that,,,then what for the recipies??Its just like eating the food without knowledge...like following the generation without a soul...just like a machine !!! I need to let people to understand...what is about cakes and bread...I need to let the people know what they are actually eating...I need to let them wake up and realize...'oh...its so amazing how it turns out!!!'therefore...the food you taste will be more delicious...because you knew the food...you become the good friend of the food...
Thats how a book can affect a person's life...to manke it meaningful...to get new dreams n mission in life...I will never ever say "NO" to books anymore...because of my dream,my passion,my mission,my target,my destiny...once again in my life...I love books again~~~~~~~
No comments:
Post a Comment